love.love.love

Love to live

2012-02-10T00:27:00.000-08:00

好久没更新部落格了。。
新年前就忙着准备，新年后工作量一直增加。
不过可以期待的是三月的假期。。

老是想着去旅行
可是啊
往往有一些因素让计划永远是计划

每次遇到这样的情况时
我自然就会想起
恬妞在电影“前度”里对阿娇说的话
她说：女儿啊，旅行不用别人带你去的，
自己就可以去了。”
这句话一直在我心里。

我想，
有一天，
也许我也会一个人
右手拖着行李箱拿着护照
左手带着梦想去我想去的地方
体验一个人的精彩。

Faith leads to hope and miracle

2012-01-04T00:22:00.000-08:00

Its 2012!!
whether you like it or not
its a brand new year
where many people is making new changes
having new goals and plans

I have my new year wishes like everyone
but the most wanted wish is awaiting to realize
If this wish can come true,
this is gonna be my awesome 2012!!

2011-12-17T06:39:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT1-sitWRtY&feature=colike

快乐可以自找

2011-12-12T03:02:00.000-08:00

我放弃寻找懂我的人，因为世上始终没有人比我更了解自己。

Kylie,you will always be remembered..R.I.P..

2011-12-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

还在睡梦中的我接到的来电告诉我kYLIE姐姐在一场车祸中丧生了。我第一时间还以为她在开玩笑！我的心一直不能接受！！这太突然了！慢慢地，我很自然地想起和一起共事，一起喝酒，一起讲八卦，一起吃午餐，一起拍照，一起唱歌的时光。谢谢你在公司时给予我的照顾和教导，让我那时工作很愉快。。虽然认识你的时间很短，但却在我的人生中留下与你美丽的回忆。。而这些回忆将会在往后想你的日子时拿出来翻阅的。

今晚要去看你最后一面了。。心情很复杂。。久没联络却传来你的噩耗。后悔在想你的时候没和你联络上。。希望你在天堂继续快乐，继续唱着Sammi的歌。。若有下辈子，我还要当你的朋友，等你再次叫我“小朋友”。。

我相信以后当我唱起Sammi的“不要惊动爱情”时，会唱地更投入，因为这首歌有我们合唱的回忆。我会想你。。

爱需要实际行动。勇敢爱吧！！

2011-11-25T02:16:00.000-08:00

爱情不是等你有空的时候才来珍惜的。想拥有身边的那个她，请珍惜她！原所有的女生幸福快乐。

Friends are treasure~

2011-10-28T02:15:00.001-07:00

miss my darling so much!
we must meet up more often
♥

让祝福带给所有的人

2011-10-21T05:08:00.000-07:00

泰国洪患继续上演，希望上天保佑所有的人和动物。愿平安。

:: 伤心的时候躲起来疗伤::

IMY!

2011-10-19T03:42:00.000-07:00

Received RED BOOM from Madam Choong today.Her daughter is getting married.She came back and put the BOOM on our desks preparing to BOOM us all when we're back.I MISS HER!!
We are long distance relatives but we never met,I guess.so I only met her ever since I started teaching in this school.She is so nice and all the things she did for me is so touched!!When she is retired,I'm really sad.She is a good mentor and helping hands.Anyway,there's table numbers in our invitation cards which I'm happy to found out that I'm same table with my fav babe~I can foresee that we will take many pixies!!

Life is a bit busy now but I can cope with that since I went through my U final exams~The important thing is,I miss him.Finally he'll be coming back to Msia tomorrow morning.(and that's the reason why I haven't watch Real Steel!)

远距离的恋爱需要更坚定的爱

2011-09-23T05:53:00.000-07:00

平时很空闲的我终于感觉到压力了。。皆因我要出考题，买卖活动的事务还有儿童节的舞台布置。。这一切在下个星期都得完成。。这次的舞台布置将由我做队长和燕，玲一起完成。。可是今天他们给我的idea不是很能苟同。。嗯。。该怎么办呢？？不过这个周末并不会只和paper work一起度过。。因为明天会和我的他见面啦！=)

希望我的读者们也有个愉快的周末！！♥

Respecting people is what you should learn,foreva

2011-09-05T02:48:00.000-07:00

Back from Hatyai and back to work.Everything seems like back to normal but I'm still in holiday mode.Plan to go Bangkok or Phuket during year end holidays with him.I miss shopping in Hatyai because I can get good stuff at much cheaper price and good stuff we can't find in Msia.I simply miss Thailand!

OS : countdown-ing 47days

30th August!

2011-08-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

Going for a high school gathering tonight at Papparich.I haven't meet many of them ever since Form 5.I guess I'll be the one surprising of everyone changes =) Hope we'll have a great night!!

OS : haven't start packing.OMG.Tomorrow will be a tired day.

Lovin' holidays!

2011-08-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

Will off to Thai on Wednesday but I haven't pack anything yet.Tomorrow morning gonna have dim sum with family and probably an outing after that.

I love HOLIDAYS!!

We only live once so byatch like you is like a dust!

2011-08-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

My sensitive skin is killing me!

2011-08-17T07:52:00.001-07:00

Hate my sensitive skin!!

A new week

2011-08-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be another new and challenging week for me.
After a happy weekend with him,
I have to start preparing my war.
Hopefully I will survive.
Am nervous and scare.
Everyone has a great week ahead!!

I need respect as much as you do.

2011-08-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

请尊重我
因为在乎所以更需要尊重
Please respect me as much as you value me.

爱你

2011-08-06T01:42:00.001-07:00

七夕情人节快乐！！
想你
♥

你对我的态度决定我对你的态度

2011-08-03T03:35:00.000-07:00

生活中我不需要
戴着化妆舞会面具的人
所以
请你走远
别来打扰我的生活

“河水不犯井水”
若你执意要惹我
那么我那
“飞蛾扑火”
宁愿两败俱伤的
精神重燃的话
到时可别后悔!!

My Convocation ::22nd July 2011::

2011-07-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

3 years of Degree programme,and I'm graduated!!my convocation is after almost 8months I left Inti.Am grateful and blessed to have my dearies by my side throughout these 3 years.Those memorable and happie days will always be part of my life.Miss them all the time.Love! ♥

只有相信才有走下去的理由。。

2011-07-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

坚持并不容易
所以我需要更多的勇气和相信
我们会做得到！
♥

confusing...

2011-07-04T21:58:00.000-07:00

my new baju kurung is in very light yellow..

can I wear it to school coz we are ordered to wear

batik on Thursday

my new headmaster will come tomorrow

oh my!

lost already

Fringe or not?

2011-06-29T01:28:00.000-07:00

Strong feelings to get fringe recently
think a lot and Google-ed for pix
found out that fringe style also depends on hair colours
plan to dye ash brown or should I go for lighter colour?

os : Chatime and movie please!and I miss Ireland potato!!

Holiday is love!

2011-06-28T10:51:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is holiday!!
wow~
but I take it as an advance Saturday
as this Saturday which is 2nd July is the
running day of the entire Malaysia
all school have to participate and record the whole day process!

again,my sunblock,sunglasses & new Reebok cap
will be on stage~

os : IMY!so much. ♥

今天的星期一是彩色的!

2011-06-19T19:46:00.000-07:00

今天是学校特假
所以可以很轻松在家休息和继续我的连续剧
悠闲的星期一啊！=)

os : 已经在想着这个周末要去哪里了
期待星期六！♥

Lalala..lalala...

2011-06-14T01:33:00.001-07:00

miss my relaxing vacation in Lang Tengah Island
crystal clear water is love!!
♥♥

os: another island vacation next year!

Vacation is over..

2011-06-13T05:16:00.000-07:00

Miss my Lang Tengah Island vacation so much!!
but I definitely miss you more than that
♥♥

疯疯疯～

2011-06-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

真的很无奈，无言兼无助！！！
快疯了！

太热的天气脾气会暴躁！

2011-06-07T01:47:00.000-07:00

天气真的好热！！
浪中岛不是更可怕吗？
马楚成导演和其他演员都受不了
糟了！
可是我还是非常期待
希望太阳爷爷会眷顾我们吧 =)

os: 天气炎热，心更热

♥

收拾有道理!

2011-06-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

今天仍然是个疲惫的一天
因为新买的两个衣橱今天送到
忙着收拾
才知道很多东西该丢掉了
以前已经收拾好要丢的东西始终没扔掉
今天横下心把它们处理掉

为了把东西收拾好
我和妈妈可是花了好几个小时
午餐也跳过
明天继续小部分

妈说想替我买个新衣橱
因为她看不过眼了！
东西异常的多
自己也不敢动手去收拾
恐怖！

os : 需要放下的，别再犹豫了。

祝福你们!

2011-06-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

从KL的婚宴回来后很累
这几天都很晚才睡
搞得熊猫眼严重了 @@

晚安啦
祝美梦

os : 期待星期三! ♥

想念与你们相处的时光

2011-06-03T23:08:00.001-07:00

那里有我们的回忆
多希望我们能再聚
好想念你们！！
Inti family ♥

假期篇（一)

2011-06-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

今天是放假的第五天
很享受，很悠闲也很自在

没有把假期排满
因为不想把假期搞得太累
今晚会和旧同事到波德申BBQ
一段时间没见他们了
挺想念的
今晚务必要玩得开心 =)

最近又和小妹联络上了
很开心
还有一个人仍然很神秘
想念我的姐妹
可是大家都忙
所以好一段长时间没见面了
我就是这样
没见面我心里就会一直想念，一直牵挂

你们有多久没联络旧朋友了？
赶快联络上对方好好地聚一聚了吧
♥

张曼娟(1)

2011-06-02T03:32:00.000-07:00

张曼娟的“黄鱼听雷”
是我很喜欢的书
不同的时间阅读它，会有不一样的味道

刚才吃黑巧克力的时候，右手拿着它一边翻阅它
我并不是张曼娟的忠实粉丝
可是却很爱这本'黄鱼听雷“
当时星洲日报送给妈妈的赠品有两本张曼娟的书
它是其中一本
另一本'芬芳”还在我姐妹手上

当初是纯粹翻翻它
可是却让我异常地惊喜
光看书名绝对猜不到里头的内容

书里分成春夏秋冬并以每个季节的各种食材写出独特的文章
每篇文章都喜欢，
特别是提到我喜欢的食物例如：开阳炒白菜 :)
最喜欢的是每种食材都附有作者家里的食谱
每次都很想自己试看看
好象蛋饺，奶油蘑菇还有许多的美食！

我喜欢的书或是任何喜欢的东西，
有时侯真的不需要太多的理由来解释
我就是纯粹地喜欢

where'd you go?I miss you so..

2011-05-31T22:45:00.000-07:00

Maybe you don't find it necessary to keep in touch
or you're just too busy to drop me a message in Facebook?
I have no idea about it coz
I've been trying to keep in touch with you girls..
I played my role and I'm waiting both of you
to make a move..
I still heart you girls
♥

Can't wait for my island vacation!!

2011-05-29T00:38:00.000-07:00

A simple yet happy Saturday with him
Finally we watched Pirates of the Caribbean : Strangers Tides
with Citibank buy1free1 promo again =)

Most eye-catching is not Johnny Depp or Penelope Cruz
but the mermaids!!
They are charming thou fierce

Gemma Ward!!

Vogue supermodel and actress
All photos you Google are awesome!

French actress, Astrid Berges-Frisbey
played the role of Syrena.
A mermaid that think Philip is different.

Need love,true love.

2011-05-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

Realize that time is not the solution.
A hug,a kiss or the three words will do.

Thou there is haze in town but not within us..

2011-05-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

weather is super HOT these days
reported to have haze in some places today
weather is really bad now
won't choose to go out under the big sun nowadays
its more like commit suicide @@

remember to drink more water
and sun block!!

I'm fed up of being a petient!

2011-05-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

SICK again!!

vomitted few times with severe headache

and dizziness too

what's wrong?!

sick but awaiting our outing :)

2011-04-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

SICK!!!

Creating my life...

2011-04-11T06:30:00.000-07:00

Its been so long
my life is about to change
to a dramatic one
I never expected it
neither anyone around me
I got support from him,parents and colleagues
Thanks y'all!

**let's hope for the best!!**

♥♥

Missing him badly...

2011-03-17T06:44:00.001-07:00

This post is about two weeks ago
**lappie was notty and I'm really tired lately**
where I spent my weekend with him
watching three movies in 2days

we went to IKEA for meatballs
before our movie at 4.50pm in 1U
really packed during weekends
and crowded people dining in IKEA

I used to like IKEA for its varieties of home living
but ever since I love the meatballs there
IKEA = meatballs

after dining in IKEA
we rushed to 1U and again
we were looking for car park
luckily we managed to catch the movie on time

"Underdog Soldiers"
was the movie we watched
It was kinda interesting watching it at the beginning
but the story is quite impossible
kind of disappointed
but the biggest joy come from him

Did you guys watched
"Taken"
by Liam Neeson?
Silvia and I agreed that it was a good movie
Ever since,I will watch any movie by Liam Neeson on screen
similar to what I like about Denzel Washington :)

eager to watch "Unknown"

after watching the trailer in cinema
nice movie as 'Taken"
satisfied with Liam's movies
and hope he will have more and more good movies in future

"127 hours"
was his idea
where I don't have much interested on it
coz its about how James Franco spent his 127 hours alone
after his arm was injured
I was a bit boring during the movie
but I understand that it wasn't easy to on;y have one main character
in a movie and shine it
James Franco did it anyway
it was real

yet,I still have one question

(during the movie)
"what's so excited when you are going alone to a place like this?"(Utah desert)
"This is called adventure."
"yea.adventure that costs you your arm."

No offend
I don't have that courage(maybe in desperate condition)
but I think the answer would be
"there are different kind of people in the planet,
as long as they are happy,
as long as they are their choices and decision,
outsiders are okay with them."

Still salute to you,
Aaron Ralston!

Together we can have a better world

2011-03-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

Japan earthquake and tsunami
continue to be the world's most attention issue
everyone talks about,discuss about it,share about it
everyone cares about it!

It was so hurtful to see the tragic of this natural disaster
People died,people missing,people suffering
but fortunately people rescued,people found and people
happy to meet their friends and family again

we really should cherish what we have!

feel so guilty that few days ago I was still in sad mood
coz the heels I wanted so much didn't have my size!
ashamed of it coz its nothing to compare to what's
happening in Japan right now

Its warm to see that countries around the world are helping out Japan
in terms of food,medicine..
There's love,always around the world

hope the Japanese and people in Japan
will stay strong and have faith

♥♥♥

on my way

2011-03-09T04:49:00.000-08:00

Life been simple yet tiring
sometimes will wonder what's the purpose of all these
many times have the eager to escape
but I'm still stuck in the reality

Though have unpleasant moment
but fortunately I have good times too
I guess that's what life giving us

"to give up on it, to have faith on it"

my dear friends,
let's craft our beautiful life with faith
♥

they miss me!

2011-03-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

Its so sweet and touched
if your friends told you that
they miss you..

I'm so lucky that I have such friends
You girls made my night!

darling Shirley
&
sweetie Silvia

Best of luck in IMU and USA
you girls mean to me
♥

my life..changes..

2011-02-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

I know I have to sacrifice 'something' now
to realize our dream and future.
But I doubt whether I have the courage
to do so,right now..
I doubt,I pause,I'm nearly lost
thinking over and over again

"Should I"?
"Shouldn't I"?

I'll be proud of myself
if I make that decision
thou I'm not confidence about the outcome

what will happen next
always surprise me
all the time
I guess I always have some luck with me =)

Tomorrow thingy seems so tiny for me
I have more challenges waiting for me
and I need to focus on the major things
rather than to bother/care on minor-tiny thingy

I know I always have bunch of bffs and good friends
to support and care for me
I won't let you guys down!
wish me luckssss

♥

I'm back!

2011-02-20T01:42:00.000-08:00

I've been neglecting my FB,Twitter,blog maybe even friends
after I started working!

work load is not over but tiring
barely have energy to surf internet
though I wanted so much to keep in touch with friends

luckily,I got a PA =)
he helps me replying messages,checking my FB
and remind me to blog!

Its been very sweet of him
of what he did thou he made mistakes
I still have faith in you
Love & trust won't crush easily

Let our dreams realize
and good luck to my friends & readers

LOVESSSS

Rabbit year!!

2011-02-04T20:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY RABBIT YEAR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rabbits are cute,tame,active,petite,smart...
They are irresistible!
I born in rabbit year but my mom said I'm a hare..LOL..

Chinese New Year
is to celebrate happily with family,friends & loved one
appreciate the time together!!

Though CNY holidays are soon over
but hay,grad time and spend with the people you love!

♥ ♥

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2011-01-15T07:31:00.000-08:00

Here's my OL clothing
the only missing part is I haven't receive my bags!
or else,
I'll be well-prepared for my first day job.

am excited yet nervous for next Monday
it's gonna be a new start for me
I look forward to meet new people
expose to new knowledge
in a new environment

wish me LUCK!!

First job confirmed!

2011-01-12T00:18:00.000-08:00

my readers,
I'm happie to announce that I've got my first job!!

its the first job in my life
so I'm excited for it though I'm nervous too
hope it'll be a new & good start for me =)

♥ ♥

Norcolut

2011-01-04T21:00:00.000-08:00

"trip confirmed.yay!"
"finally we can have fun!!can't wait!!"
"omg!my period haven't come!"
"totally spoil mood man.."

sound familiar??

malacca trip is on Friday and
my period is not punctual as always
Luckily our world is so advance
where lot'sa great things have been invented

we have pills for postponement of menstruation!!
first time taking this and hopefully
it works on me..

My 2011~

2011-01-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

Today is 1.1.11
and everyone seems excited about it

for me and I think for almost everyone,
today is a special day.
Today is the beginning for a brand new year
everyone has plans,targets & wish lists
to be achieved throughout 2011

It's good to start a new year
with happy mode
and I wish everyone will continue to stay happy
no matter how challenging life is

Preparing myself to be a brand new 'me'
is my first target to achieve

No matter how you start your 1.1.11
today is going to be yesterday
within 3minutes

last cheer for my 2010 & 1.1.11
my life will be totally different
and I wish the best of it

Good luck my dearies!!!
♥ ♥ ♥

Remember my 2010

2010-12-31T00:59:00.000-08:00

Looking back my 2010
many things happen,like everyone..
happiness,sorrow,ups & downs
each of us has the same
no matter how we spend our 2010
for sure we will remember it

almost everyone will only wanted to keep
good memories coz they don't want to
start a new year with burden hearts

For me,
I will remember all..
I don't want to forget any of them
coz they're important to me

2010:
I went back to Inti on Jan as Max's girlfriend
unfortunately we can't celebrate our first Valentine's Day
as it was during CNY
we celebrate each birthday as couple
we traveled together
we held hands in class
I cooked for him and had our fav walk
we date and loving each other

stronger bond fostered between my Inti family
we hang out,we had fun,we miss each other
got new friends throughout this year
I miss Christine Tay!I bet she doesn't know..
spent memorable moments with sooyee & jiajia
3 of us share the same room,shopping,travel & food
miss sindy and xiao xue too =)
met my old friends and besties
chat and had fun

and the list goes on....

I miss every single moment in 2010
New year is ahead,
I wish all of us will have a blissful 2011
♥ ♥

Welcoming Jan 2011 with lot'sa movies

2010-12-28T03:01:00.000-08:00

2011 will be coming very soon
and everyone is talking about 2011
their dreams
their targets
their wish list
their...everything...

I'm not sure whether I'm excited about it now
but I'm definitely looking toward the movies
that will be shown in cinemas next month!

Movies to watch on Jan 2011:
Season of the Witch by Nicolas Cage is must watch!
The Town which included Blake Lively..owh!
Unknown by Liam Neeson
and two Mandarin/Cantonese/English movies
::Homecoming::
::Great Day::

at least movies can make my day
Gonna celebrate my Jan2011 with movies!!

simple Christmas with the only loved one

2010-12-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

During Christmas,
everywhere is jam jam jam!
so,hubby & I decided not to go anywhere far
just spend time on food,shopping & movie!

Finally can meet him
can spend time together
have my OldTown white coffee
and movie!

my fav iced white coffee gao
and his hazelnut white coffee..

rendang chicken rice for him
mihun prawn soup for me!
(serve me more soup please!!)

Steamboat as dinner
hubby fried and cooked for me
so sweet of him
and sorry for me unpredictable actions! =)

os:Christmas with you is love.believe me.

miss chill drinks!

2010-12-24T06:10:00.000-08:00

I've been coughing for one week
and I didn't have chill drinks since then
I've been craving for my fav chill drinks & dessert
I super duper miss my three layer tea,
Starbucks Chocolate Cream Chips & OldTown Iced White Coffee!!

Tomorrow,
on Christmas day,
I'm going to break the rule!
I'll reward myself my fav chill beverages!!lol

os:thousands of million people must be happily
celebrating X'mas eve right now.miss you.

Pre-X'mas Eve

2010-12-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming!!!
most people must be excitedly & happily waiting
for tomorrow and the day after..

Friends in FB and bloggers are all
talking about X'mas as well as
advertisements we've seen
All these keep remind us of the X'mas!!

well,this year I didn't prepare anything for the bf
as it was kinda unprepared to celebrate it
anyway,spending time together is most precious for us

I always thought that X'mas is the most awesome festive
as the story of Santa Claus, reindeer,
beautiful & eye-catching Christmas tree and decorations,
Christmas carol and most importantly,
SALES!!!!

Though Malaysia doesn't celebrate X'mas as other countries
but still thankful for effort decorating the malls beautifully
Someday,
I'm going to celebrate X'mas my way.My way.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cough cough cough

2010-12-22T01:33:00.000-08:00

coughing seems to be the longest nightmare for me
western medicine + chinese medicine
didn't cure me yet.
I'm craving for desserts & chill drinks.fml.

sick=nightmare

2010-12-19T05:00:00.000-08:00

get sick before X'mas
I must recover before he comes!
medicine is awful & yuckie!
coughing non-stop..can't get nice sleep..
relatives also sick,one by one..
everyone please take care~

my simple Monday

2010-12-13T02:09:00.000-08:00

went to Titi,Jelebu this noon with papa & mama
they taught in SJK (C) Chun Yin around 26 years ago
so they went back to visit again

go around the place where papa and mama lived before
lunch and tea time there
bought the popular snack for hubby too

This is my simple Monday with parents :)

OS : miss hubby so much

my last weekend..

2010-12-12T07:22:00.000-08:00

Taken in sooyee's house

Tried this in OldTown
its all right for tea-time,only

Last weekend was love
Hubby came and we spent our weekend happily
"for Narnia!"
watched The Chronicles of Narnia : The Dawn Threader
and attended my sooyee's 21st birthday party in PD
Hope she'll utilize the hot-red sexy lingerie we bought her :)

had an overnight conversation with hubby
now he knows the challenges and hope we can break through
every single of it

OS : babee,don't remember our date..lovess..

merely emotions..

2010-12-08T23:48:00.000-08:00

been confuse and a lil' depressed these days
deciding on my future path is tough
pressure from my parents
make me hardly breathe and
it hardens the decision to be made

I personally think that I'm not ready to work
but continue my study doesn't seem easier for me
been confusing about this matter lately
I really run out of ideas

Pros and cons for both decision
maybe I'm just too afraid to make any decision
maybe I'm not ready to any of them
Probably i don't want to commit to anything now

No one understands me
Those who claim understand me
might not really understand
You don't know my fear,my doubt,my considerations
and my feelings

okie,
maybe I should just choose one and give it a damn
should I?

Cute baby

2010-12-07T05:35:00.000-08:00

Cute baby :)

He's my cousin's second child, a lovely son
so tiny,so cute
looking at this baby made me realize that life is amazing
he will have so many possibilities and chances in his life
while some parts of my life already fix
I only can work harder to craft my future

anyway,
new born babies always inspire us
to live better and to fullest!

What a normal post..Lol..

2010-12-06T01:03:00.000-08:00

did a little gardening just now

Did I mention about my honeybee and my cili padi?
well, this is our cili padi
skipped twice fertilizing due to heavy rain recently
and grasses over them

Honeybee knows I love cili padi
so he gave them to me from his house
far from BP to my house along with the soil
he's the first guy who helps me in gardening
and was touched of it

all right,
its kinda silly to be touched over petty things like this
but he remember and put effort in bringing them to me
that's the touching part kay..

anyway,
its my third harvest
but I haven't try them before
since the first and second harvest
I was sick
Tonight will be going to my auntie's house
for buffet

Just a real life post with little sharing =)

Post wedding dinner

2010-12-04T10:19:00.000-08:00

my white new dresss

with couzie, Jasmine Foo

Wedding dinner is one of my fav
coz we can meet up with relatives and doll up
of course,food is another attraction

everytime when I see newly wed couple happily on stage
I will wonder how long will true love lasts?
how to go on life with two diff people?
lot'sa questions which is very silly

by the way,
hair is temporarily straightened
and its silky & smooth now
won't straighten my hair permanently
coz it makes my hair without volume and kinda dull
I miss my long & curl hair!!

**sooyee's 21st b-day is next weekend
but I haven't figure out anything for her**

Pre-wedding dinner

2010-12-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

Mask-ing before make up :)

After degree life..

2010-12-03T10:46:00.000-08:00

Friends foreva my dearies..mua..

Jia,I'll miss you

Don't really like this peppermint mocha frap =(

by the way, no more tests and exam for me now!
**unless I decided for master**

Last week in Inti

2010-11-20T05:49:00.000-08:00

seems like I didn't update my blog for a while
now preparing for my final exam
after next Thursday 1pm sharp,
my degree life is officially over.
by then,
I'll be hurray-ing for becoming a free bird

odd thing is I know I'll miss Inti university life
where I had so much fun with my buddies here
this semester is very short & fast
been hanging a lot with sooyee, especially
our girls talk will always be missed

don't plan to get a job fast
but I need to work to earn money
there are 3 options I can choose:
get a job
join work & travel program
continue to MBA

graduating is another dilemma in life
there's always decisions for us to make
I wonder when it'll end

been procrastinate in revision
but my heart is very nervous & worry
coz I'll be having my first paper on Monday!

OS : I miss you badly :(

R.I.P Grandpa

2010-11-07T10:20:00.000-08:00

As people around me will know that
my grandpa passed away on 3th Nov
four in the morning

I was shocked to receive this news at 9.30am
when my dad called me
I don't know how to react
and cried
sooyee awaken because of it
and she was shocked too

when I arrived grandpa's place
he already lied on the living room
I couldn't greet anyone and started to cry

my parents,my brother,uncles and aunties
and two cousin were there
eldest uncle's workers start to build the temporary canopy
everything is in sudden

In short,
no one can accept the bad news
Ceremony carried out for 3 days
many relatives and friends came
including sooyee,jia jia,Elle and Jun
appreciate it alot..

the ceremony process is long and tiring
but we were all depressed
I was so regret that I didn't spent more time with him
and all my regrets are just regrets
There is nothing I can do

Grandpa lied in the coffin and placed in the living room
I went to see him many times
I whispered to him
I looked at him for long so I could remember his face
few times I have to hold my tears
so grandpa will leave us peacefully

The third day is the
most dramatic day for all of us
before the coffin sealed,
we were asked to see grandpa for the last time
many of us cried sadly
brother and I went to see again last minute
before we were asked to turned our back
when they sealed the coffin

my heart stopped beating when I heard the hammer
knocking on the coffin to seal it
I realize from that moment,
I will never be able to see my grandpa again

After that was another ceremony
and right before the coffin was moved into the van
to bring to Nirvana,
everyone,cried sadly
my aunties cried loudly
I hugged my dad and cry together
It was my first time seeing my dad
crying like that

The ceremony in Nirvana was short
after went back to grandpa's place,
there was another ceremony
around 4.30pm
there ends

I wish to take pictures
to remember the happening
as my mother-side grandpa ceremonies did
I remember most of the time I tried to say
something to my grandpa near the coffin
but I couldn't
because I will start to cry which I don't want to

Grandpa,
rest in peace
we love you and you will always be remembered.

After so-long

2010-10-30T01:45:00.001-07:00

Leadership & Industrial Relations tests
on next Monday and Tuesday
but I haven't started any
another procrastinate revision process

Last Wednesday was Inti's Street Party
I wish hubby was there with me
and our bunch of family friends

even though they graduated 2 months ago
but I missed them a lot
awaiting for their convocation on 13th Nov

It's super duper sad that I can't graduate with them
it will become one of the regretful happening in my life
probably the only solution is
to get higher CGPA to end my degree program

was talking about to book flowers for
hubby's convocation with parents
what flowers would be suitable?
I think I have to ask the florists
it's my first time to buy flowers
the feeling is excited
now I know how it feels to buy flowers for loved ones
hubby must have this feeling as I do

by the way,
I'll attend my cousin's wedding dinner next Saturday
am excited for that
must have hairdo and haircut before that
another excited night to be expected
**hope someone can make it**
*desperately*

When words are turned to silence..

2010-10-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

It's torturing when we can't speak what we want
when we can't do anything
when we are left heartache and helpless

I could forget everything
when heartache comes

-end-

UNIQLO!

2010-10-09T10:59:00.000-07:00

UNIQLO
Japan's fashion brand of casual wear
will officially launch its first store in Malaysia in November
in Fahrenheit 88

Heard friends discussing about it in FB and blogs
finally it comes!
I'm pretty sure there will be super crowded
and be one of the awaiting happening in town!

Anyway,
hoping November comes and check out
the clothes they bring in
=)

Loves daddy forever

2010-10-07T00:48:00.000-07:00

30.9.2010
is my beloved papa's birthday
we had dinner with him on that day
and celebrate again on the next day
as my brother came back

we bought him Chocolate Indulgence
and had another wonderful dinner with him

when I was a little girl,
I knew my papa loves me more
**chuckles**

until now,
even I'm 23 years old
I can't deny that I'm still a daddy's girl in heart
papa's pamper is still a wonderful thing in my life

like today,
papa took me to visit dentist even thou he's busy
he waited me and took me for lunch

simple thing but with great meaning
I enjoy being my papa's girl

ILY papa
♥ ♥

Wisdom teeth infection

2010-10-06T23:51:00.000-07:00

officially have to live with mouth rinse from today
my wisdom teeth got bacteria infected
and the gum is in pain as the teeth is 'growing'

its been the third day and
I finally called up my dad this noon to visit dentist

I have no idea how many years I didn't exactly
visit a dentist as its a nightmare!!
my babes around me are scared of it too
!!!

Luckily the dentist and the nurses are friendly
it reduced my nervous level
but when she suggested me to have a small surgery
which is to cut a bit of my gum to let the
wisdom teeth to grow
I almost yelled!!
I think my heart stop beating for a second

I rejected her 'kind' suggestion
coz its sound terribly pain
I'll just let it be

But,I have to use the blue colour mouth rinse
and have some medicine
fyi,I don't have the habit of using mouth rinse
and just now when I rinse my mouth with
my original Literine,
its so hot & spicy!!
undiluted for 30seconds
I think I only managed to rinse within 10seconds
really out of my expectation

anyway,I wish I will be okay asap
coz the numbness and pain
is such 'exhilarating'

Do you remember?

2010-09-24T12:02:00.001-07:00

35 days + 1 day with love

I miss you..so much..
Today you were rushing back
but you still stopped by to meet me

I miss your warm hug and your tender kiss
I miss the sweet and blissful time we spent

Do you remember the special day for us
that fall on next month??

I hope you do even you are very busy
coz I'm started to plan for it

♥ ♥

Surprised with love

2010-09-12T04:15:00.001-07:00

11th September 10
12.35pm
On my bed

Babee called up and told me he's outside my house
I told him don't lie to me
coz I almost wanna cry if he do

suddenly,he yelled on the front gate
**I was alone at home that time**
Rushed and saw my babee!
I was so shocked and it was like a dream

He surprised me on my doorstep!!
It was soOo sweet coz we didn't meet for 3 weeks
21 days of missing and finally we met

Stay one night at my place
and he went back to BP in the afternoon
Crying like a baby
coz I'll start missing him

It meant a lot to me
and for sure I'll miss him everyday more

Love you always
♥ ♥ ♥

19days without you

2010-09-07T21:40:00.000-07:00

19days without you
My life is less happier without you by my side

Every little thing you did
like buying me ice-cream,walked along the hostels
warm my heart

Those will be the memorable moments for me
and will be remembered

Love can be simple
Just a sweet hug & tender kiss
to show how much you love the one in your life

Love doesn't need to be costly
It doesn't need to make you spend so much
to buy costly pressie for the loved one

Do what is within your ability
and that would make your loved one happy

I've been moody without you to cheer me up
There are so much to tell you in person
I'm waiting for our next meet every second
coz I really miss you

Missing you isn't easy for me
I have to bear the loneliness without you
sometimes I wonder how long can I bear it

What will happen in future is unpredictable
we won't know how we will end up in future
without experiencing and go through the process
we should cherish our moment with our loved one
and giving out all love with no regrets

I love you

♥ ♥ ♥

Finally I got it back!!

2010-08-30T22:06:00.000-07:00

My Facebook account is finally recovered
Thanks to the boyfriend & Facebook team
Hope everyone has a nice day!!

Facebook account hacked!!

2010-08-30T11:03:00.001-07:00

My Facebook account has been hacked
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alexa Chung

2010-08-29T02:36:00.001-07:00

**most love the Mulberry bag on her**

Alexa Chung
a British model & fashion icon
I love lately..

Her style made me realize that
fashion can be casual yet stunning at the same time..

Her way of dressing is outstanding and comfortable
and of course the bags on her!!

Alexa,
I think she has her own personality
that shine through her fashion
she can be sexy & wild
or romantic & casual

muah ♥

Simple post on simple day..

2010-08-29T02:15:00.001-07:00

bored at home so took pictures
and sent to the boyfriend
=)

haven't go to salon for ages
have to pick a day for my new hair cut!!

Our friendship is precious

2010-08-25T22:22:00.000-07:00

I'm young
but no matter how young or how old you are
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
are always an important part in our life

I used to have bunch of very good friends before I enter U
but I found out that we really not keeping in touch
seriously.this situation is seriously affecting me.

I have tried to keep friendship and connection with some of them
but it seems not working out.
I'm not blaming anyone
but this is absolutely a sad case for me.

I value each of them
they are my treasure in life
but I don't know how important
our friendship to them.

But I know our friendship is still there
only need someone to heat it up and keep warm.
I could be the one but I need respond..

Love life need to keep warm and so does friendship
Relationship is something we need to take care and pamper
at all times coz its precious

My darlings,you girls are still my babes
I value our friendship and I wish we could keep in touch always

♡ ♡ ♡

I love my darlings

Someone to talk to...

2010-08-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

I need someone to talk to..Lately I've been hiding myself at home..
Mourning for the lonely next semester..funny but true..
I'm terrified of loneliness..I always wanted to have somebody to understand me..
Someone to listen my thinking,my thought,my opinion,my complain..
Is it something funny to ask for?

I don't have a sister.I only have babes,sweetie,darling..
But everyone has their own life..Its hard to keep in touch at all time using internet or cell phone..
Sometimes those things I prepare to tell them just keep in silence
because I don't want to spoil the meet up..

Luckily my boyfriend is an understanding and lovely.
He listens to me but he is busy lately..
I don't want my petty things to disturb him..

Today is especially emo because I can't find someone to talk to..
I realize that there is no such person in living earth that could be always ready
be there for me..
fyi,parents are sometimes not the best listeners..
Normally they won't understand why you have such thought
and give their opinion and 'solve' for you.
I'm not condemning on parents but what I want is a true friend or boyfriend
that could listen to me and understand the content.

Emo mood continue..

Holidays started but wasn't happy

2010-08-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

Start my one month holiday
and m not enjoying it

my babee and my dear mates
are graduated which means
I will start my total bored & suck university life
without 'em!!

I miss them already
!!!!!!!

I don't know how m I going to
face the last 2months in U

I'm gonna be lonely
but was glad to know that
my Seven is coming back for MBA program
I guess that's the only thing that made me delighted

miss you guys always
we'll meet again in November!!

16.8.2010 to be remembered

2010-08-16T00:44:00.000-07:00

Officially finish my exam!!!
but still have one last semester..
sad enough coz babee & mates
are graduating this semester
=(

okayzz.I'll be alright.
at least I'll try be
**cross finger**

At 4pm sharp,
they'll be finishing their last exam paper
in their Degree life!!
sounds excited!!

please tell me where to go
after exam coz I can't wait for another happie trip!!

btw,
today is shirley aka chicken's birthday!!
sweetheart,
I miss you enough!! :(

♡

Today is Chinese Valentine's Day
Happie Valentine's babee
muackss

♥ ♥

Battle loading...

2010-08-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

Battle starts tomorrow..5 papers continuously..
Actually I'm nervous and scare..worry to the max!!
But I have to fight for it even though its not easy..

I hope the effort I paid will have reward
and shine my Degree!!

Good luck to myself and my darlingss..
Strive for As' babee!!

Tripper

2010-08-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

Yes..true enough that the final exam haven't started
and for sure it haven't ends..
But it is harmless to plan for a short trip after exam right??
it might give you more motivation to finish the exam of the excitement..

Well,I understood why not now..
but yet still a bit disappointment coz I wanted to go somewhere new with you..
Exam until Monday..but weekdays where to go to have the maximum fun & enjoyment?
I have no idea.so I came out with this 'brilliant' idea.

Both of us know that you'll be leaving here after finals
and I don't know when we will meet again.
That is such pathetic.

Just hoping that you understand the purpose
I wanna have a short trip with you before you went back

Hendry's 21st

2010-08-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday Hendry!!

hahahaha
"Coca Cola" you!

Birthday boy, Hendry

piggy Amy

dawn aka qian er

with Jun

Christine :)

love you ♡

girlss~

Coffee please

2010-08-04T10:29:00.000-07:00

Hubby said wanna buy this cute little thingy
as I purposely bought coffee beans for
my advertising assignment
and many left so he said we can
buy this cute thingy to
make good coffee on our own =)

Even music can't heal..

2010-08-02T01:39:00.000-07:00

Life sucks
at the moment
!!

MSN emotions all gone!

2 assignments left!

Final exam starts on next Tuesday!!
(freaking terrified..)

Rude people!

sooner poker face 'friends' I'm getting!!

Total bad mood!!!!

FML..
nothing going right!!

updated :)

2010-07-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

Finally finished my
cross-cultural management
assignment!!babee,you gotta work
harder ya.**chuckles**

Today + tomorrow
next Thursday & Friday
officially no class!!
coz Ronald went to UK
but have to start revising for
final exam..that's the nightmare
starts!6subjects..!!

As some of my friends noticed,
I cooked dinner myself very often this month.
It is a bit tired but I was happie to
cook for the boyfriend. I guess I will
continue to cook until graduated since
the bunch of them including my babee
will be finishing their program next month..

by the way, going home this afternoon
which means I can watch PPS in my
air-con room..owh~

Receiving crap

2010-07-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Inti and saw a letter from Inti
I was nervous and immediately opened it

Gosh~could you believe it??
I received my first **hopefully the last**
warning letter!!Eyes quickly rolled down to see
which lecturer sent this crap..
the answer is my consumer behaviour lecturer!!
I almost faint..c'mmon..if its a class worth to attend,
will I miss it? I didn't skip my product management classes kay..

Please improve yourself before sending
students warning letter..Since had student complaint
about you to Dean and yet we don't understanding
what you're trying to do in class..my parents
pay for the tuition fees so do something about it bytch!

I have three assignments to due on next Monday
and this shitty letter actually spoil my mood..
Fark!

Boredom rules

2010-07-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

Had kiwi as snack while watching TV show
using PPS.was too cold in my air-con room.
luckily I got his jacket with me.it was so warm.

Am doing my shitty assignment which
I have to send to Florence on Sunday.
I'm totally demotivate to do any assignments
and wanted to escape from this boredom.
I watched TV show until I lost interest on them.

My weekend spent on TV show and assignments.
What to do.next month is my final exam.
total freak out.

Another night without you.
I miss you badly!!!
♥

Missing you..

2010-07-10T01:31:00.001-07:00

I miss you

♡

Sorry and guilty

2010-07-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

Firstly,I wanted to say I'm moody and worry.
The boyfriend bought movie tickets for "Twilight Eclipse"
on 4.55pm in MV and I was totally appreciate and excited
the new movie.But,yesterday we joined our friends
for steamboat near our U which
I rejected the invitation but an hour
before the dinner,I changed my mind and decided
to join them for fun.

Many of the food are uncover and had flies around!
I was like "yucksss" but what to do?
I think it should be okay coz silly me thought
that the boiling soup could kills the virus
so we happily had our meal

On that night,ailing had stomachache.
then this morning,the boyfriend had diarrhoea
and vomit few times.
He bought some Chinese medicine after class
and went back to rest
coz we have a movie outing as planned.

Unexpectedly, I went back and sleep
Zzzzz...zz..zZz..
suddenly woke up at 3.07pm
and saw 5 missed call and one SMS
In short,called up the boyfriend and he is weak.
Went to the doctor and he was virus infection.

I was so regret and guilty for him.If its not because
of me,we won't went for steamboat.wasted money
on not tasty dinner and got him sick.
wasted money on medicine and movie tickets.

I'm sorry dear
next time I will listen to you
Please faster recover
**continue to worry and guilty**

Movie outing with lot'sa love

2010-07-06T06:03:00.000-07:00

Watched "9 Temple : Dead Ghost"
with hubby this afternoon
I won't say its a great movie
but its out of my expectation
If you have time,
you can watch it and have fun :)

Next awaiting for long time..

Twilight Eclipse
!!!!!

It'll be on screen on this Thursday
unfortunately
we have cross-cultural assignment
to due on Friday
total sad case

But hubby said we'll watch it another day
hopefully I won't be too out-dated

Overall,
a nice day with the love ones

"I'm satisfied"

wow..All of us are speechless..

2010-07-05T12:20:00.000-07:00

Give up
seriously give up

first time in my degree life
I give up a test,perhaps a subject

all of us think that
is her problem
sigh~

c'mmon,
came out with questions
that never taught?
what she said before quiz is
different when we actually read the questions

Are you kidding me?

we're final year students
and you give us such an 'amazing' lecturer..
I'm speechless..

tomorrow test
is another challenge
because she might again
come out with questions
that totally from what she told earlier

Miss,
please...
we wanna score~

Love conquers all

2010-07-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

Life is twisted now
but I'm glad I still have you

I know we can break through
all the difficulties
because

"Love conquers all"

I love you

痛。。我要記得的痛。。

2010-07-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

你答應的
卻不能實現

我沒有逼你
那是你答應我的
完成它
是你該做的

可是我背這
好重好重的壓力

為什么
要我承受這些？

是我比較好欺負嗎？

我根本不能做任何決定
任何一個決定
都不完美

為什么
歷史要重演？

今天
我看清好多事情
我的心
好痛，好亂

為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
為什么
要這樣對我？？
！！！！！！！！！！！

Coffee hold my heart

2010-06-26T12:37:00.000-07:00

Having a cup of nice coffee
when we need to recharge ourselves
sometimes is better than
listen to a sentimental song

I love coffee's scent
it makes me feel warm
and calm

A coffee before sleep
is as good as having milk
but it depends on what coffee you're having

Honestly,
I'm still not that addictive type
of coffee lovers
that have professional coffee maker
with top grade of coffee bean

I'm just another Starbucks
or
Coffee bean & tea leaf supporter

For me,
the good smell of coffee
can have almost the same effect
like the perfume

Is there any coffee perfume in market??