29.7.09

Im so tired

physically and mentally

but I stil have 3 assignments

and one presentation before

I can prepare for my finals..

sigh

elaine asking us for dinner

at Aunty Aini's

I havent reply her

coz im tired

this afternoon about 12pm

i received SMS from ailing

she told me that my HOP,Prakash

wanna to see me..

damn scary

when i first heard the news

Luckily

it was nothing

whew~~

Hope I can finish my assignments tonight

in case Im goin to Aloha tomorrow night

Y'all have a nice day!

28.7.09

Finally macro test is over~~

this is my last test for this sem..

i don't wan this sem to end so fast!!

argh...:(

my eyes are super dry

and im super tired

but palnning of goin to mid valley for movie!

too bad gao zheng is not here

sigh..hope he's fine
(gz's grandpa past away 2days ago)

this week is pack with assignments

and entertainment

^^

btw..siao say wanna cum to find me

oh dear~!

im so touched

coz she's driving from pahang to meet me in inti

i noe she loves me~!!XD

still discussing in msn

hay guys..faster la..

im so sleepy di..

=.=

stomachache..gosh!

muz be d curry chicken i ate juz now..

sigh..

i gotta prepare for my movie..

y'all have a good night!


**movie at 11.45pm..^^..

27.7.09

Today wasn't a pleasure day

lessons learned today is:

1. Don't have to be a nice person to someone that wouldn't be nice to u coz its not worth

2. Keep yourself away from those wouldn't appreciate your devotion

3. Don't underestimate an assignment. It helps you to see clearly who is a team player and who is not

4. Appreciate those who stand by your side no matter what happens

这 四 天 过 地 很 累 很累
星 期 一 整 晚 没 睡 觉
因 为 星 期 二 有OM test 2
星 期 二 和 星 期 三
早 上5 点 多 才 睡
星 期 四, 就 是 昨 天
一 样 没 睡 觉
到 了 早 上 吃 了 breakfast
折 腾 到11.35am 才 睡

我 觉 得 这 个 星 期 变 老 了
我 是 指 我 的 皮 肤
janet 看 到 我 的 熊 猫 眼
下 了 一 大 跳
糟 了~!!

刚 才 睡 到6 点 才 起 身
damn hungry~!@.@
可 是 要 wait艾 霖 从KL 赶 回 来
yan 在 wait我 了
哎!

最 近 心 情 有 些 低 落
学 业 和 友 情
让 我 好 累
所 有 的 事 情
真 的 很 矛 盾

到 了 大 学
还 有
high school drama 的 戏 码
我 该 说 他 们 幼 稚 吗?

艾 霖 打 来 说 不 能 来 了
希 望 她 可 以 办 好 她 的 事

真 的 很 辛 苦
原 来 部 落 格
并 不 是 所 有 的 事 情
都 能 写 的
要 考 虑 过 了 才 能po 上 网
哎... 哎.. 哎!

这 个 周 末 要 读 下 个 拜 二 的test
还 有assignment 要 赶
越 想 越 头 痛
好 烦 啊

庆 幸 的 是
还 有 yan 和真 心 的 朋 友 在 身 边
听 我 诉 苦
听 我 埋 怨

好 累 了
拜 拜!

21.7.09

5.57am

havent sleep

and not planning to sleep

since i havent memorize

all the notes

T_T

this time really sot

sacrifice so much

hope my efforts will pay

^^

having my bird's nest now

my skin sure damage

coz didn't rest

aiz..aiz..!!

starting this week

muz be exhausted & fatigue

life sucks

coz its time for

assignments due date

tests

&

FINALS~~!

damn it..

really need:

his shoulder to lean on

his hug to comfort my terrified exam mood

............

i need him to be by my side

to gives me courage & strength

**headache again..***

gotta back to study

wonder am i still have energy

for tomorrow's steamboat anot

haha..XD

6.04am

GOOD MORNING~~!!!

20.7.09

In sooyee's room...again~!

haha..come over almost avyday..XD

stuying for OM test tomorrow

Duh~~!!

damn scary coz i havent start to memorise anything..

d wong soo yee stil go out yamcha since she's oso having test tml..

havent type out my financial management assignment..aiz..aiz..!!

jun juz came..asked me whether i wanna photostat ailing's OM notes

we all alwiz last minute work d..^^...

One week didn't meet Yan..

miss him damn much~!!!T_T

but im gonna spend this weekend with him..yeah~!:)

tomorrow 4 of us will have hostel-style steamboat..haha!!

hope there'll be lot'sa fun & laughter~~

11.52pm

fighting OM in process

**Good luck my friends~!!**

awaiting tomorrow night..^^...

silly post

Yan juz called

he's on d way to a pub
(dunno which pub he's heading to)

he went to genting juz nw

and now he can enter d casino legally

hahah~~!!

he's happie..^^..

not sure whether we can meet during this weekend or not

aiz..aiz..

sad case la..

hope can meet him tomorrow or monday

coz i miss him damn much!!XD

3.12am

sleepy already

**yawn..**

Good nite people..

muackss!!

**Yawn**

sleepy right now

but have to finish macro assignment tonite

damn it~!

d lecturer asked us to re-do

wth..

we stil have so many assignments to do

and tests

but this robert stil asking to re-do

by telling ailing tat marks will be deducted

if v submit d original assignment

aiz..aiz..

i havent start doin my financial assignment

which both assignment due date is next tuesday

same day for our contemporary econ test

OMG~~!!

next friday have to submit our SSC & OB assignment

next next week has macro test 2,OM assignment due date

i wish i have more strength to continue

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Luckily nicolas is not affected with H1N1

if not,

all of us have to quarantine di..

thank God~!
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this bitch never learn good manner

since she doesn't say 'Thank you'

or show her appreciation

to the people that helped her..

how 'polite'

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this one even worse!

use tactics to get close to friends

why they didn't notice this faker is around??

OMG

i don't want my friends to be cheated!!

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Internship problem havent settle..

headache..damn headache!

hope i can get a good company

and intern with my friend

^^

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missing my friends now

wonder if they're missing me too??

haha:)

ages didn't meet them

but stil missing 'em sometimes

hope they're doin well and happie~!!XD

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Mun is goin to Sarawak tomorrow

so cant meet her during weekend

(sigh)

hope she'll hav a good time there

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abandon my macro assignment too long di

gotta continue with this bored assignment

friday night with assignments

how 'FUN' is tat??

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btw,we planned to go Langkawi this weekend before H1N1

but after it spread

plan cancelled!

Duh~

ruin our vacation

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15.7.09

In sooyee's room right now

kinda tired~

went to cheras night market at 8pm

but didn't buy anything..i mean anything~!

haha..^^..

even its like ages i haven't go there

i dun have any special thing to buy..

so,i oni spent RM7 for food..

i cant believe it~~XD

hendry did't tag along coz tonite its d CMA finale..

2 cars,8 people..have fun..:)

but when goin bec to inti,

we went wrong direction..

aiz..aiz..

duno how many times we went there

and yet we still lost d way..

tats bcoz gaozheng drives too fast and alwiz missed junctions

hohoz..*v*

anyway,we managed to enjoy d putrajaya's night view~~!!

chatting.chatting..chatting...!!XD

Good night dearies!!

muacks..^^..

liar..pretender..

Why you can be so pretending?

Why you can be such a liar?

why..why..why..

Time past and people change

but i never expect u'll be one of 'em

cant believe it~!

such a dilemma, people

i know u treat me good sumtimes

but u lie or pretend in front of me

how am i goin to deal wit it??

maybe there's misunderstanding between us

but you really hurt me sumtimes

v used to be very close friends

and i thought we will be forever good friends

aiz..aiz..

never be d same again..

i dunno why we will become like this..

13.7.09

13.7.09

凌 晨1 点 钟

在 和 素 仪 聊 天

但 是 心 里 依 旧 放 不 下

这 些 那 些 事 情

哎~~!!

干 嘛 要 隐 瞒 我 咧??

真 的 要 我 不 爽 你 们 吗??

若 真 的 不 在 意

那 是 我 自 己 犯 贱 了

可 是 这 样 说 自 己 真 的 不 好

( 矛 盾-ing)

为 何 不 告 诉 我 呢?

要 做 到 这 样 吗?

真 的 想 不 透!!

1.14am

超 想 吃McD 的spicy chicken mcdeluxe

sigh~~!

10.7.09

现 在 的 心 情 很 复 杂

我 没 有 怪 谁

只 是 瞬 间 的 心 情

让 我 做 了 这 个 决 定

我 真 的 很 矛 盾

一 个 生 日 会衍 生 出 这 样 的 事 情

事 实 是 怎 样

我 到 现 在 都 不 知 道

真 的 不 希 望 会 因 为 一 些

误 会 而 导 致 朋 友 间 翻 脸

这 两 天 都 很 烦

很 多 事 情 要 处 理

今 天 真 的 很 累

哎~!

好 想 快 点 见 到 Yan

暂 时 抛 开 这 些 烦 人 的 事 情

过 个 愉 快 的 周 末

好 多 份 的assignment

都 快 到due date 了

hardly breathe~!

是 时 候 叫McD delivery 了

哈 哈!!

What should I do??

Im becoming panaroid these days

This isn't me

I never be like this

I hate myself

for being so silly

He loves me

and

I know it

but for no reason

I keep on thinking stupid things

d Guru told me

I should believe him

we should trust each other to keep our loveship

I used to trust him

since d day we were together

I dunno wad happen to me

Im terrify

Im scare

Im panic

wad should I do??

Im Losing You

My eyes are red

my heart hurts

my mind spinning round n round

Here are some songs

I would like to dedicate to myself:

Hate That I Love You

Heartbreak Lullaby

Tearin' Up My Heart

Bleeding Love

Goodbye To You

and

Big Girls Don't Cry

repeating these songs

over and over again

this A*Teens song

really touch my heart

'Baby Love'

will always and forever

be in my heart

.
.
.
.
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Thanks for giving me

The Best Days of My Life

and

The Sweetest Days

will never be forgotten..

Our love

seems to end

but

I Love You

and that's all I can felt

My heartbeat

My breathe

keep reminding me

True Love never ends..

and miracle will happen

I believe