Remember my 2010

Looking back my 2010
many things happen,like everyone..
happiness,sorrow,ups & downs
each of us has the same
no matter how we spend our 2010
for sure we will remember it

almost everyone will only wanted to keep
good memories coz they don't want to
start a new year with burden hearts

For me,
I will remember all..
I don't want to forget any of them
coz they're important to me

2010:
I went back to Inti on Jan as Max's girlfriend
unfortunately we can't celebrate our first Valentine's Day
as it was during CNY
we celebrate each birthday as couple
we traveled together
we held hands in class
I cooked for him and had our fav walk
we date and loving each other

stronger bond fostered between my Inti family
we hang out,we had fun,we miss each other
got new friends throughout this year
I miss Christine Tay!I bet she doesn't know..
spent memorable moments with sooyee & jiajia
3 of us share the same room,shopping,travel & food
miss sindy and xiao xue too =)
met my old friends and besties
chat and had fun

and the list goes on....

I miss every single moment in 2010
New year is ahead,
I wish all of us will have a blissful 2011
♥ ♥

Welcoming Jan 2011 with lot'sa movies

2011 will be coming very soon
and everyone is talking about 2011
their dreams
their targets
their wish list
their...everything...

I'm not sure whether I'm excited about it now
but I'm definitely looking toward the movies
that will be shown in cinemas next month!

Movies to watch on Jan 2011:
Season of the Witch by Nicolas Cage is must watch!
The Town which included Blake Lively..owh!
Unknown by Liam Neeson
and two Mandarin/Cantonese/English movies
::Homecoming::
::Great Day::

at least movies can make my day
Gonna celebrate my Jan2011 with movies!!

simple Christmas with the only loved one

During Christmas,
everywhere is jam jam jam!
so,hubby & I decided not to go anywhere far
just spend time on food,shopping & movie!

Finally can meet him
can spend time together
have my OldTown white coffee
and movie!

my fav iced white coffee gao
and his hazelnut white coffee..

rendang chicken rice for him
mihun prawn soup for me!
(serve me more soup please!!)

Steamboat as dinner
hubby fried and cooked for me
so sweet of him
and sorry for me unpredictable actions! =)

os:Christmas with you is love.believe me.

miss chill drinks!

I've been coughing for one week
and I didn't have chill drinks since then
I've been craving for my fav chill drinks & dessert
I super duper miss my three layer tea,
Starbucks Chocolate Cream Chips & OldTown Iced White Coffee!!

Tomorrow,
on Christmas day,
I'm going to break the rule!
I'll reward myself my fav chill beverages!!lol

os:thousands of million people must be happily
celebrating X'mas eve right now.miss you.

Pre-X'mas Eve

Christmas is coming!!!
most people must be excitedly & happily waiting
for tomorrow and the day after..

Friends in FB and bloggers are all
talking about X'mas as well as
advertisements we've seen
All these keep remind us of the X'mas!!

well,this year I didn't prepare anything for the bf
as it was kinda unprepared to celebrate it
anyway,spending time together is most precious for us

I always thought that X'mas is the most awesome festive
as the story of Santa Claus, reindeer,
beautiful & eye-catching Christmas tree and decorations,
Christmas carol and most importantly,
SALES!!!!

Though Malaysia doesn't celebrate X'mas as other countries
but still thankful for effort decorating the malls beautifully
Someday,
I'm going to celebrate X'mas my way.My way.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cough cough cough

coughing seems to be the longest nightmare for me
western medicine + chinese medicine
didn't cure me yet.
I'm craving for desserts & chill drinks.fml.

sick=nightmare

get sick before X'mas
I must recover before he comes!
medicine is awful & yuckie!
coughing non-stop..can't get nice sleep..
relatives also sick,one by one..
everyone please take care~

my simple Monday

went to Titi,Jelebu this noon with papa & mama
they taught in SJK (C) Chun Yin around 26 years ago
so they went back to visit again

go around the place where papa and mama lived before
lunch and tea time there
bought the popular snack for hubby too

This is my simple Monday with parents :)

OS : miss hubby so much

my last weekend..

Taken in sooyee's house

Tried this in OldTown
its all right for tea-time,only

Last weekend was love
Hubby came and we spent our weekend happily
"for Narnia!"
watched The Chronicles of Narnia : The Dawn Threader
and attended my sooyee's 21st birthday party in PD
Hope she'll utilize the hot-red sexy lingerie we bought her :)

had an overnight conversation with hubby
now he knows the challenges and hope we can break through
every single of it

OS : babee,don't remember our date..lovess..

merely emotions..

been confuse and a lil' depressed these days
deciding on my future path is tough
pressure from my parents
make me hardly breathe and
it hardens the decision to be made

I personally think that I'm not ready to work
but continue my study doesn't seem easier for me
been confusing about this matter lately
I really run out of ideas

Pros and cons for both decision
maybe I'm just too afraid to make any decision
maybe I'm not ready to any of them
Probably i don't want to commit to anything now

No one understands me
Those who claim understand me
might not really understand
You don't know my fear,my doubt,my considerations
and my feelings

okie,
maybe I should just choose one and give it a damn
should I?

Cute baby

Cute baby :)

He's my cousin's second child, a lovely son
so tiny,so cute
looking at this baby made me realize that life is amazing
he will have so many possibilities and chances in his life
while some parts of my life already fix
I only can work harder to craft my future

anyway,
new born babies always inspire us
to live better and to fullest!

What a normal post..Lol..

did a little gardening just now

Did I mention about my honeybee and my cili padi?
well, this is our cili padi
skipped twice fertilizing due to heavy rain recently
and grasses over them

Honeybee knows I love cili padi
so he gave them to me from his house
far from BP to my house along with the soil
he's the first guy who helps me in gardening
and was touched of it

all right,
its kinda silly to be touched over petty things like this
but he remember and put effort in bringing them to me
that's the touching part kay..

anyway,
its my third harvest
but I haven't try them before
since the first and second harvest
I was sick
Tonight will be going to my auntie's house
for buffet

Just a real life post with little sharing =)

Post wedding dinner

my white new dresss

with couzie, Jasmine Foo

Wedding dinner is one of my fav
coz we can meet up with relatives and doll up
of course,food is another attraction

everytime when I see newly wed couple happily on stage
I will wonder how long will true love lasts?
how to go on life with two diff people?
lot'sa questions which is very silly

by the way,
hair is temporarily straightened
and its silky & smooth now
won't straighten my hair permanently
coz it makes my hair without volume and kinda dull
I miss my long & curl hair!!

**sooyee's 21st b-day is next weekend
but I haven't figure out anything for her**

Pre-wedding dinner

Mask-ing before make up :)

After degree life..

Friends foreva my dearies..mua..

Jia,I'll miss you

Don't really like this peppermint mocha frap =(

by the way, no more tests and exam for me now!
**unless I decided for master**

Last week in Inti

seems like I didn't update my blog for a while
now preparing for my final exam
after next Thursday 1pm sharp,
my degree life is officially over.
by then,
I'll be hurray-ing for becoming a free bird

odd thing is I know I'll miss Inti university life
where I had so much fun with my buddies here
this semester is very short & fast
been hanging a lot with sooyee, especially
our girls talk will always be missed

don't plan to get a job fast
but I need to work to earn money
there are 3 options I can choose:
get a job
join work & travel program
continue to MBA

graduating is another dilemma in life
there's always decisions for us to make
I wonder when it'll end

been procrastinate in revision
but my heart is very nervous & worry
coz I'll be having my first paper on Monday!

OS : I miss you badly :(

R.I.P Grandpa

As people around me will know that
my grandpa passed away on 3th Nov
four in the morning

I was shocked to receive this news at 9.30am
when my dad called me
I don't know how to react
and cried
sooyee awaken because of it
and she was shocked too

when I arrived grandpa's place
he already lied on the living room
I couldn't greet anyone and started to cry

my parents,my brother,uncles and aunties
and two cousin were there
eldest uncle's workers start to build the temporary canopy
everything is in sudden

In short,
no one can accept the bad news
Ceremony carried out for 3 days
many relatives and friends came
including sooyee,jia jia,Elle and Jun
appreciate it alot..

the ceremony process is long and tiring
but we were all depressed
I was so regret that I didn't spent more time with him
and all my regrets are just regrets
There is nothing I can do

Grandpa lied in the coffin and placed in the living room
I went to see him many times
I whispered to him
I looked at him for long so I could remember his face
few times I have to hold my tears
so grandpa will leave us peacefully

The third day is the
most dramatic day for all of us
before the coffin sealed,
we were asked to see grandpa for the last time
many of us cried sadly
brother and I went to see again last minute
before we were asked to turned our back
when they sealed the coffin

my heart stopped beating when I heard the hammer
knocking on the coffin to seal it
I realize from that moment,
I will never be able to see my grandpa again

After that was another ceremony
and right before the coffin was moved into the van
to bring to Nirvana,
everyone,cried sadly
my aunties cried loudly
I hugged my dad and cry together
It was my first time seeing my dad
crying like that

The ceremony in Nirvana was short
after went back to grandpa's place,
there was another ceremony
around 4.30pm
there ends

I wish to take pictures
to remember the happening
as my mother-side grandpa ceremonies did
I remember most of the time I tried to say
something to my grandpa near the coffin
but I couldn't
because I will start to cry which I don't want to

Grandpa,
rest in peace
we love you and you will always be remembered.

After so-long

Leadership & Industrial Relations tests
on next Monday and Tuesday
but I haven't started any
another procrastinate revision process

Last Wednesday was Inti's Street Party
I wish hubby was there with me
and our bunch of family friends

even though they graduated 2 months ago
but I missed them a lot
awaiting for their convocation on 13th Nov

It's super duper sad that I can't graduate with them
it will become one of the regretful happening in my life
probably the only solution is
to get higher CGPA to end my degree program

was talking about to book flowers for
hubby's convocation with parents
what flowers would be suitable?
I think I have to ask the florists
it's my first time to buy flowers
the feeling is excited
now I know how it feels to buy flowers for loved ones
hubby must have this feeling as I do

by the way,
I'll attend my cousin's wedding dinner next Saturday
am excited for that
must have hairdo and haircut before that
another excited night to be expected
**hope someone can make it**
*desperately*

When words are turned to silence..

It's torturing when we can't speak what we want
when we can't do anything
when we are left heartache and helpless

I could forget everything
when heartache comes

-end-

UNIQLO!

UNIQLO
Japan's fashion brand of casual wear
will officially launch its first store in Malaysia in November
in Fahrenheit 88

Heard friends discussing about it in FB and blogs
finally it comes!
I'm pretty sure there will be super crowded
and be one of the awaiting happening in town!

Anyway,
hoping November comes and check out
the clothes they bring in
=)

Loves daddy forever

30.9.2010
is my beloved papa's birthday
we had dinner with him on that day
and celebrate again on the next day
as my brother came back

we bought him Chocolate Indulgence
and had another wonderful dinner with him

when I was a little girl,
I knew my papa loves me more
**chuckles**

until now,
even I'm 23 years old
I can't deny that I'm still a daddy's girl in heart
papa's pamper is still a wonderful thing in my life

like today,
papa took me to visit dentist even thou he's busy
he waited me and took me for lunch

simple thing but with great meaning
I enjoy being my papa's girl

ILY papa
♥ ♥

Wisdom teeth infection

officially have to live with mouth rinse from today
my wisdom teeth got bacteria infected
and the gum is in pain as the teeth is 'growing'

its been the third day and
I finally called up my dad this noon to visit dentist

I have no idea how many years I didn't exactly
visit a dentist as its a nightmare!!
my babes around me are scared of it too
!!!

Luckily the dentist and the nurses are friendly
it reduced my nervous level
but when she suggested me to have a small surgery
which is to cut a bit of my gum to let the
wisdom teeth to grow
I almost yelled!!
I think my heart stop beating for a second

I rejected her 'kind' suggestion
coz its sound terribly pain
I'll just let it be

But,I have to use the blue colour mouth rinse
and have some medicine
fyi,I don't have the habit of using mouth rinse
and just now when I rinse my mouth with
my original Literine,
its so hot & spicy!!
undiluted for 30seconds
I think I only managed to rinse within 10seconds
really out of my expectation

anyway,I wish I will be okay asap
coz the numbness and pain
is such 'exhilarating'

Do you remember?

35 days + 1 day with love

I miss you..so much..
Today you were rushing back
but you still stopped by to meet me

I miss your warm hug and your tender kiss
I miss the sweet and blissful time we spent

Do you remember the special day for us
that fall on next month??

I hope you do even you are very busy
coz I'm started to plan for it

♥ ♥

Surprised with love

11th September 10
12.35pm
On my bed

Babee called up and told me he's outside my house
I told him don't lie to me
coz I almost wanna cry if he do

suddenly,he yelled on the front gate
**I was alone at home that time**
Rushed and saw my babee!
I was so shocked and it was like a dream

He surprised me on my doorstep!!
It was soOo sweet coz we didn't meet for 3 weeks
21 days of missing and finally we met

Stay one night at my place
and he went back to BP in the afternoon
Crying like a baby
coz I'll start missing him

It meant a lot to me
and for sure I'll miss him everyday more

Love you always
♥ ♥ ♥

19days without you

19days without you
My life is less happier without you by my side

Every little thing you did
like buying me ice-cream,walked along the hostels
warm my heart

Those will be the memorable moments for me
and will be remembered

Love can be simple
Just a sweet hug & tender kiss
to show how much you love the one in your life

Love doesn't need to be costly
It doesn't need to make you spend so much
to buy costly pressie for the loved one

Do what is within your ability
and that would make your loved one happy

I've been moody without you to cheer me up
There are so much to tell you in person
I'm waiting for our next meet every second
coz I really miss you

Missing you isn't easy for me
I have to bear the loneliness without you
sometimes I wonder how long can I bear it

What will happen in future is unpredictable
we won't know how we will end up in future
without experiencing and go through the process
we should cherish our moment with our loved one
and giving out all love with no regrets

I love you

♥ ♥ ♥

Finally I got it back!!

My Facebook account is finally recovered
Thanks to the boyfriend & Facebook team
Hope everyone has a nice day!!

Facebook account hacked!!

My Facebook account has been hacked
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alexa Chung

**most love the Mulberry bag on her**

Alexa Chung
a British model & fashion icon
I love lately..

Her style made me realize that
fashion can be casual yet stunning at the same time..

Her way of dressing is outstanding and comfortable
and of course the bags on her!!

Alexa,
I think she has her own personality
that shine through her fashion
she can be sexy & wild
or romantic & casual

muah ♥

Simple post on simple day..

bored at home so took pictures
and sent to the boyfriend
=)

haven't go to salon for ages
have to pick a day for my new hair cut!!

Our friendship is precious

I'm young
but no matter how young or how old you are
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
are always an important part in our life

I used to have bunch of very good friends before I enter U
but I found out that we really not keeping in touch
seriously.this situation is seriously affecting me.

I have tried to keep friendship and connection with some of them
but it seems not working out.
I'm not blaming anyone
but this is absolutely a sad case for me.

I value each of them
they are my treasure in life
but I don't know how important
our friendship to them.

But I know our friendship is still there
only need someone to heat it up and keep warm.
I could be the one but I need respond..

Love life need to keep warm and so does friendship
Relationship is something we need to take care and pamper
at all times coz its precious

My darlings,you girls are still my babes
I value our friendship and I wish we could keep in touch always

♡ ♡ ♡

I love my darlings

Someone to talk to...

I need someone to talk to..Lately I've been hiding myself at home..
Mourning for the lonely next semester..funny but true..
I'm terrified of loneliness..I always wanted to have somebody to understand me..
Someone to listen my thinking,my thought,my opinion,my complain..
Is it something funny to ask for?

I don't have a sister.I only have babes,sweetie,darling..
But everyone has their own life..Its hard to keep in touch at all time using internet or cell phone..
Sometimes those things I prepare to tell them just keep in silence
because I don't want to spoil the meet up..

Luckily my boyfriend is an understanding and lovely.
He listens to me but he is busy lately..
I don't want my petty things to disturb him..

Today is especially emo because I can't find someone to talk to..
I realize that there is no such person in living earth that could be always ready
be there for me..
fyi,parents are sometimes not the best listeners..
Normally they won't understand why you have such thought
and give their opinion and 'solve' for you.
I'm not condemning on parents but what I want is a true friend or boyfriend
that could listen to me and understand the content.

Emo mood continue..

Holidays started but wasn't happy

Start my one month holiday
and m not enjoying it

my babee and my dear mates
are graduated which means
I will start my total bored & suck university life
without 'em!!

I miss them already
!!!!!!!

I don't know how m I going to
face the last 2months in U

I'm gonna be lonely
but was glad to know that
my Seven is coming back for MBA program
I guess that's the only thing that made me delighted

miss you guys always
we'll meet again in November!!

16.8.2010 to be remembered

Officially finish my exam!!!
but still have one last semester..
sad enough coz babee & mates
are graduating this semester
=(

okayzz.I'll be alright.
at least I'll try be
**cross finger**

At 4pm sharp,
they'll be finishing their last exam paper
in their Degree life!!
sounds excited!!

please tell me where to go
after exam coz I can't wait for another happie trip!!

btw,
today is shirley aka chicken's birthday!!
sweetheart,
I miss you enough!! :(


♡

Today is Chinese Valentine's Day
Happie Valentine's babee
muackss

♥ ♥

Battle loading...

Battle starts tomorrow..5 papers continuously..
Actually I'm nervous and scare..worry to the max!!
But I have to fight for it even though its not easy..

I hope the effort I paid will have reward
and shine my Degree!!

Good luck to myself and my darlingss..
Strive for As' babee!!

Tripper

Yes..true enough that the final exam haven't started
and for sure it haven't ends..
But it is harmless to plan for a short trip after exam right??
it might give you more motivation to finish the exam of the excitement..

Well,I understood why not now..
but yet still a bit disappointment coz I wanted to go somewhere new with you..
Exam until Monday..but weekdays where to go to have the maximum fun & enjoyment?
I have no idea.so I came out with this 'brilliant' idea.

Both of us know that you'll be leaving here after finals
and I don't know when we will meet again.
That is such pathetic.

Just hoping that you understand the purpose
I wanna have a short trip with you before you went back

Hendry's 21st

Happy 21st Birthday Hendry!!

hahahaha
"Coca Cola" you!

Birthday boy, Hendry

piggy Amy

dawn aka qian er

with Jun

Christine :)

love you ♡

girlss~