Dilemma..hates U..

Total dilemma!!

OMG..

d story starts from yesterday :

jessica : are u guys interested to go thailand on Dec??

me(without any hesitation) : Yes..i do!when is d date?

jessica : oh..good..its on 11Dec..4days3night

me(thunder shocked) : omg..tat day is the bride's wedding dinner
**my bro's is goin to marry on 19Dec and chinese always have bride and bridegroom's dinner seprerately**

so..im in a total dilemma

where i desperately wanted to go Thailand

but hoping my family wont angry over me for my absence

Gosh!!

this is so hard for me to let go d chance of travelling

i'll ask my parents on this sunday

and see how things goin

Hopefully its my happy ending~~

Bless me my friends!

Shoo

Total dumb..total naive!!

u guys are such moron!!

please control ur super duper dumb idea before u fool urself!!

Shoo!Go away!!

Let's make it happen!!

Ooohh~~

let's hope for the best!!

I'm thirst for vacation!!

please make it happen and let's go there on next weekend

let us have fun & create memories for our family =)

love u guys

First Love

complicated & dramatic weekend i have had last week

so many things happen which i barely can handle 'em all

there's no right or wrong at this moment

i just wanna start my new life with new attitude

i never ever wanted to hurt you because i once loved u

and i always will..but with different ways

please be strong and live it well

Thank you for loving me

******

9.10.09-11.10.09

bored..bored..bored..

moody..moody!!

confusing..head gonna boom!

there's so much to think of especially when im free

Oh god!

i guess i think too much and too deep

making myself stress & tired

even listen to my fav songs made me even emotional

=.=

anyway,

last weekend was fun!

at least there's something great that keeps me happy

but there's no pic since i didn't took any interesting pic

went to visit ailing,gaozheng,hendry & jia jia

first time meeting 'em since we started our internship

jun & i took KTM & LRT to reached there

Gosh!

we're exhausted since we went there right after we finished work on friday

after arrived,we went to Murni to have our dinner

that day was packed with people

even though we got our table fast,

but d service for that day is lousy!

i can't get my sambal for my mi raja after order for few times

so i only ate a bit coz im not satisfied!!

but saturday breakfast in Dragon One surprised me

coz d food is nice & new to me

then we headed to IKEA + The Curve

after that,we felt bored and decided to sing K
**since 5 of us alwiz sing K during bored-inti-life**

without hesitation,we went to Sg. Wang's Green Box

there,we had good times

after that,we went to times square while waiting jun & jia to get sumthing from Low Yat

there,i had my Kindori's ice-cream

and went to Kajang after that

first time meeting nicolas since internship started

he cut his hair and it seems cute on him
**i guess he'll kill me if he saw this!XD**

we had our dinner in 21st Century nearby his house

d food wasn't nice but we had great time chatting there

get home,sleep,chat,breakfast,home

story ended

i did had good time there

and i decided to visit 'em twice a month

which means my next visit is on 23 Oct~!

i swear i'll take more pictures d next time i visit 'em!!

countdown for that day..wait for me guys!

teehee =)

A letter to A Mei

To my dear a mei,

i know u're back to your ex-bf..i wasn't shock coz i know deep down in your heart,u still love him
no matter what he done to you.

He once broke your heart in pieces.But you told me that you'll forgive him if he apologize to you.
For some people,they'll think he's not worth to forgive and you should forget him & find a better boyfriend.

But there's only him that you wanted.I know it,clearly.

I understand the reasons why you keep this tight and kind of hide it as a secret.B'coz some of your friends will scold you,blame you,angry at you or even influence the friendships.

They just care for you dear.They don't want you to heartbreak again.

I care for you & I want you to be happy.So i wont stop you from loving him again.I just praying hard that he will truly love you and give you happiness.

Love is not easy for everyone.

Our love paths are not easy as well.But I'm sure we can overcome the difficulties if we hold our love & trust to the end.

Hope you'll happie always & take care~!

love,
a jie

8.10.09

these few days can be considered as the turning point for my life

i nearly can see what i wanna achieve in my life

at least this motivate me strongly now

i wanna achieve the goals i set :

to own & pay my policy myself,

to own my 1st car,

to earn my salary

to get the free foreign trip

and be proud of myself

it definitely mean alot to me if i fulfill these goals

so, i need to work harder now

and build my base firmly

please bless me friends~

Drunk~~

3.10.2009

is a special & memorable for Kim and Ah Chok

as their wedding day

but for me..its d day that i get drunk d 1st time!

Martell with red wine =.=

made me headache & vomit

but i didn't really drunk like stephy

coz i still :

can tell 'em Yan's car model & plat number

realize who capture my pics when i was drunk

remember my handbag & digi cam

told elle what to get for me

remember that i may need plastic bag on d way home

can removed my contact lenses

and put 'em into d container according to left & right

luckily didn't hang over this morning

everything was fine

except my left eye which had has been some problem with it

there'll have tears in it coz its painful

cant stand d strong sunlight

so i decide not to wear contact lenses for a couple days

sigh!!


d flower given to us as a sign of 'ji mui'

on d way to Lukut

Kim

left : jessica's husband,romeo
**Group Sales Manager of Jess Agency**
right : Mary, Dato's sister

bridegroom's over 20years good friend sat beside me

with jun

some of d agents
left to right : funny esther,mild jo & mommyhood peggy

my boss, Dato

li peing,jessica's daughter
one of d young top sales

with stephy,Dato's PA
**alwiz bully me**

with amber

crying??no..headache..


p/s: watched Sorority Row this afternoon!

i guess now juz left 2012 to be awaited