crazy..crazy!!

im soOo chickened!!

i got no guts to do it

so please don't force me

and let me run away from it as i can

i know i have to face it after all,

but im really scare and terrified!!

silly thoughts came to my mind but

i don't want to be a moron..

i will become crazy if i keep thinking about this matter!!

i juz don't know how to face it

and i don't know why i will let myself stuck into problems like this!

if there's miracle..

please let it happen on me!!

**pray hard**