Someone to talk to...

I need someone to talk to..Lately I've been hiding myself at home..
Mourning for the lonely next semester..funny but true..
I'm terrified of loneliness..I always wanted to have somebody to understand me..
Someone to listen my thinking,my thought,my opinion,my complain..
Is it something funny to ask for?

I don't have a sister.I only have babes,sweetie,darling..
But everyone has their own life..Its hard to keep in touch at all time using internet or cell phone..
Sometimes those things I prepare to tell them just keep in silence
because I don't want to spoil the meet up..

Luckily my boyfriend is an understanding and lovely.
He listens to me but he is busy lately..
I don't want my petty things to disturb him..

Today is especially emo because I can't find someone to talk to..
I realize that there is no such person in living earth that could be always ready
be there for me..
fyi,parents are sometimes not the best listeners..
Normally they won't understand why you have such thought
and give their opinion and 'solve' for you.
I'm not condemning on parents but what I want is a true friend or boyfriend
that could listen to me and understand the content.

Emo mood continue..