Wisdom teeth infection

officially have to live with mouth rinse from today
my wisdom teeth got bacteria infected
and the gum is in pain as the teeth is 'growing'

its been the third day and
I finally called up my dad this noon to visit dentist

I have no idea how many years I didn't exactly
visit a dentist as its a nightmare!!
my babes around me are scared of it too
!!!

Luckily the dentist and the nurses are friendly
it reduced my nervous level
but when she suggested me to have a small surgery
which is to cut a bit of my gum to let the
wisdom teeth to grow
I almost yelled!!
I think my heart stop beating for a second

I rejected her 'kind' suggestion
coz its sound terribly pain
I'll just let it be

But,I have to use the blue colour mouth rinse
and have some medicine
fyi,I don't have the habit of using mouth rinse
and just now when I rinse my mouth with
my original Literine,
its so hot & spicy!!
undiluted for 30seconds
I think I only managed to rinse within 10seconds
really out of my expectation

anyway,I wish I will be okay asap
coz the numbness and pain
is such 'exhilarating'