Heartache R.I.P

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year eve

I'm not ready for CNY

especially after that incident

It was heartache

I cried few times alone and in his arms

and was having insomia few times due to that happening

With no offense or any disturbance,

I wanna have this post in my blog to express my feelings:

my friends love the real me and accept who I am

they understand me and accept the whole me which I appreciate lots

I don't need backstabbers or pretenders,

i just people who are really being my friends

I value my friends so much but I was backstabed

I love them so much but they wouldn't tell me one-in-one

what's happening and what's the problem

It's really heartache because it's something I can't bear and hold

we're close so I show you the other side of me

If you can't accept that, tell me

I don't have the power to let y'all love me,

but I can show you the real me and make you understand

I wish everything will be simpler and everyone happily together

No matter what happen,

I love y'all and we'll be friends forever

I treasure y'all and cherish every moment we have

y'all are the best damn thing in my college life

and that's will be my biggest treasure I had