Is it something too much to ask for?

Sometimes I wish to find someone to spill my feelings
but I don't know how
coz not everyone understands
your thoughts
and
your feelings

Sometimes finding someone to have a deep conversation
is not merely to have someone
listen what you're going to say
but is to have someone that understand you

I can't blame that you don't understand me
coz sometimes I don't understand you as well
most of the time I'm trying to raise the issues
and not trying to get into wars
or
to cause any further misunderstanding

In the beginning,
you told me that we should be honest to each other
we have to tell each other about everything
to avoid any misunderstanding
that might affected our relationship
You say this is the communication way should be
between us

I was delighted
coz I'm not that kind of person that
will keep and hide all the feelings and thoughts in heart
and suffer myself
I'm that kind of girl that
love to talk about things

Talking
makes me understands you more
makes me realize what is happening all the while

I love talking to you
and I see this as a precious moment between us
I enjoy every deep conversation
with you

I wish to spend more time with you
I never get tired talking with you
its my favorite thing to do
but I bet you don't know about this at all

Maybe you think that
we spend 'enough' time together
but its never enough for me

I'm not talking about 24hours
I'm talking about 'more'
'More' time having deep conversation
'More' fun
'More' joy
'More' love

I do cherish every moment with you
I hope you feel the same as me

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