Today is the day that both important people in my life hurt me the most

At this moment
I don't know how to differentiate
between angel & evil

She still an angel
but this angel hurt me
without notice

She don't understand my feeling
She don't know what it mean to me
She don't know how I value things

He hurt me
too

He suppose to be the man to understand me the most
But
he did not
He acted his way
and hurt the person that loves him most

What's wrong?!